| | It just doesn't make any damned sense at all... Not why it keeps happening, but the fact that I keep letting it happen. Anything else, you know not to do again. Put your hand on a stove burner that's still hot, you know not to do it again. Stick your finger in a light socket, you know not to do it again. Cut your hand on broken glass, you know not to do that it again. But fall in love, and its the same mistake over and over. I know the score, I know how it's going to end, examined all possibilities, and still just let it happen. Why don't I learn not to let this happen? It's not that hard: see a pretty girl, go the other way. But something in me just keeps putting me out there, just to keep being torn to shreds. The definition of insanity is to do the same thing over and over and expect different results.
It's like I tell my students, "Who's leading this train?" I make decisions with my brain, and no other part of my anatomy, and yet when it comes to women, my heart just decides to make an executive decision and cuts the brain out of the loop. And it's not like people don't make mistakes, but make the same mistake enough times and eventually your ability to make decisions must be called into question.
Anyway....
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| | Posted 6/13/2008 12:09 AM - 23 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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